The thoughts keep running

Night after night,

I can't seem to fall asleep.

You are all that is ever in my head,

I guess it is true,

When you have loved someone so deeply

It is very hard to just brush them away.

It's hard to pretend like they were never a part of you,

I found all these little letters that you had written me.

And I found the little green book that you dedicated just for me,

I couldn't read it all because a few pages in I was already in tears.

Sometimes I really just want to pick up the phone and call you, and tell you how my day was,

But then I remember you aren't part of my life anymore.

When I am sad, I want to text you,

To come over and hold me tight,

But I can't do that anymore because you wont reply.

Instead I lay in my bed thinking of you, 

Of us,

And how great it was,

It's so depressing,

You've probably already moved on,

But a broken heart takes a long time to heal,

I already know,

That it may take me years to get over you,

It's already been months,

But it feel like a life time with out you by my side,

Because

Nobody is going to be able to replace you.