Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Float Up high

There isn't another place I'd rather be,
Sitting here
On these footsteps
My piece of heaven
Looking out into the deep ocean blue,
Allowing my thoughts to wonder
Oh what a joy it is,
To have nothing to do
Just getting lost in the colors,
Lost in the thought
Forgetting reality.
Imagining to fly,
To a place where no one can find me,
A place where I can hide
Perhaps never come back
Oh what a joy it is
But as I float back from the clouds,
the taste of the sweet ocean in the air
I am glad I am still here
Even if it is a mess at the moment

Making a Choice ( Just a self note)

This choice isn't easy one bit,
But since there is nothing holding me back anymore
I am setting my mind to it
I will be training myself for the next 7 to 8 months
To join the military.
It is something I have always wanted to do
And I think it will do me some good.
I will be getting into shape
Understanding my body
And finding a better understanding of myself
Through pushing myself to limits that I didn't even know I can do
But this is what I want to do.
It's what is best for me
If everyone around me is just leaving me behind
Maybe I should just leave people behind
Start a new chapter in my life
Travel the world
Do something that has meaning to me
I know that some may not agree on my decision that I am about to make
But its what I have to do.
It's what I want to do.

Beacuse you are

Some one once told me,

Don't you dare ever give up

Life is too short

Don't you ever linger on a thought for too long

For it could be your last

Don't ever act like you aren't worth something

Because you are

and most of all

Don't ever say you aren't beautiful

Because you most defiantly are!