As I smashed my hand into the wall,
I realized what a monster I had become.
What has happened to me
This isn't me.
Or is it?
Maybe I have just been taming this evil person inside of me for too long.
It's been waiting to explode,
Make people upset.
To create chaos.
Maybe madness is what I need.
The feeling of finally loosing control,
After attempting so hard to keep it cool.
But maybe I just can't anymore.
I just need the inner beast to be set free,
From the cage that has been holding it back.
Give me MADNESS
That's what I NEED
So I'll punch this wall a little harder
Scream a little louder
So that way
You will know my PAIN.