I woke up this morning with,
Less pain in my heart,
Less anger at myself,
Less hatred towards everything.
My body is relaxed,
Something not normal for me,
My mind is cleared,
It's somewhat of a relief,
There are still little pieces of hurt,
But they aren't over powering,
For the first time in months I am better,
I am finally able to breath for a few minutes.
I can't remember the last time I felt so free.
Not in closed by all the pressures of life.
It's just me.
In the precious silence.
I know my decision now.